When you’re aware of what it is, you realize how dense and heavy it’s always been. Most people don’t see it. They got used to it. They’re part of it. When we’re born, we forget the light and we have to try to survive here, so who can blame them? They accepted darkness. They’ve chosen to live with it. But some of us have awakened and we are now becoming the light for others.
Many people keep themselves busy so they never have to face the fact. They assign the label “happiness” to all the busy things they do to fill their time when none of it really means anything at all. I used to be like that. I can’t tell you if it’s harder to be awake or asleep. But I can’t unsee the truth. This is the heaviest, hardest, lowest-vibrational place a soul can come to. And what’s ironic is we chose to be here. We wanted to experience darkness as a challenge and a springboard for our soul journey of coming into light without knowing the way.
It’s hard to imagine why anyone would want to be here for this density we find on this level of vibration. But as a soul, this is a great experience — one that can’t be found anywhere else in the universe. But sometimes, I still have complete meltdowns about it, I won’t lie.
The Senses Tell Us About the Illusion
The darkness here is because of separation. We live in a very convincing illusion — given to us through our five senses — that we are living in a chaotic, disconnected universe where each of us is completely separate from one another. It’s like we use our senses to verify the illusion — that this place is random as hell and we have almost no control.
We don’t like questioning our senses (science is completely based on it, and we know that science is now basically a religion), so we almost want to stay fooled into thinking nothing means anything because there is no order here. We resist the idea that things actually do make sense in the universe. It’s so hard to see in the dark.
The idea that it’s all random and we are specks of dust couldn’t be further from the truth. The word “Cosmos” means order. There is a divine reason for everything and all things in creation move together toward some greater purpose.
The knowledge we get through our senses seems to drown out the wisdom we always had within.
The Only Way to the Light
No activity you can do here on Earth has real significance unless you’re helping humanity evolve. It’s hard to swallow this fact because to really embody it, you have to let your ego die. You have to put others’ needs above yours. You have to be willing to sacrifice. But it’s not a sacrifice when you understand it — because we’re all one.
Most people don’t see past their fears, so all of their activities on Earth are based around self-preservation and insurance against the future for themselves and their loved ones. They have a hard time feeling empathy for someone “unrelated” to them.
When you see past the veil and understand that separation between us is an illusion, you will be happy to help the collective ascend. It will be second nature.
Oneness and Kindness
To lift the heaviness and lighten the load, we must find oneness in the world. To illuminate the darkness and make the path clearer to see, we have no choice but to perform acts for the greater good. To live selfishly is pointless. Nothing you do for yourself here endures because the self is an illusion here.
The soul endures with its acts of kindness and love toward fellow travelers here in this life. That’s how your memory can live for thousands of years and how you can bring soul lessons to others on the next plane.
It’s hard losing your mind all the time and losing touch with reality. You know what I mean? The only anchor I find here to keep me from being carried away by the raging waters is to release the ego as much as I possibly can.
It may be too much to ask you to do it 24/7, but every day you should be thinking of the greater good you might cause while you’re here on this planet. You won’t be here forever. I choose not to live like a sheep or live blindly. Join me in refusing to mope all the time, and to help the collective ascend.
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